Wow.. its been soo long since i blogged last time.. please send me suggestions if you guys are reading, so that i can improve myself and at the least be presentable, so i wont look like some snob!! :p anyhow.. since the last time i blogged, there has been significant improvement and also other changes in my life.. i have  understood many new things.. like adults are also little girls and boys at their heart, but have cloaked their this side of personality, for reasons they know best.. i mean, i can understand if they are worried about their kids or dependents not taking them seriously if they aren't serious themselves.. but is the solution to it, being grumpy all the time?? lets take my dad's example.. i went to meet him after almost an year and a half.. and its the first time i bought him something with my own saved up money.. and instead of saying thank you, he started lecturing me on how i should save my money and how its a waste of time to gift him something on his birthday.. and also, till this day, i can confidently say that i haven't seen him laugh more than 7 times... and the funny thing is, it is not only my father, but many adults who do this... isn't life about living and finding happiness in the small things?? isn't that how we live and find hope in living that one day, somehow, we will be lifted to a new world order, where everyone cares about the other and not only about themselves and their furtherance in life?? agreed its a herculean task for a human in today's world to even think of another person without any selfish interest, but isn't that hope for??  i believe it is. i believe that without hope and happiness in the smaller gestures of our lives, the world will be a very depressing place to live in.. no one can be perfect.. no one is.. if one person is 98% good at something, he ,may suck at another thing.. we have a lot of different examples of that in this world of ours.. from Gandhi to Hitler to Einstein.. there are many more examples to it.. i find being happy in smaller day to day insignificant matters help me have a very healthy mindset.. the most important accompaniment to it is, not to care about how people gossip about you.. because if they know you, they will never gossip, they don;t know you, they don't know you enough to judge.. now, i know its a very cliched line, but its the truth... don't you think, maybe that's why, its a cliche??