the thoughts which always bothered me...

I thought, to become a successful author, I have to address current hot social issues. So for that, I was hunting a social issue that will appeal me, because, after all I am the one who has to write isn’t it? So that’s how I started writing. My friends always told me that I have wisdom (which I always laugh of), so I decided to write a book. But then, on what topic? That was something which was haunting me since the time I started thinking about writing. Then I understood that any person, who wants to tell people what they feel through writing should open up their heart and write, it doesn’t matter if it’s a story, novel, news article or just some thoughts as I am doing… all it matters is that there will be someone who reads what one writes..

I have always thought a lot about many emotions that is around me.. like love, hatred, passion, idleness, attitude etc etc… Of this love made me think a lot. I mean isn’t that one thing that is the root cause of everything else existing in this world?? Positive or negative??I definitely feel it is. Because when love is there as usual it starts as a positive thing, but gradually it starts to assert itself in any relationship in this world and slowly it gives way to negative emotions. Like the first brothers Cain and Abel, they both started on good terms loving each other, but slowly Cain started to love the idea of God loving him more than Abel but in reality God was more pleased with Abel as he was a better devotee a better son to The Almighty. So even unknowing to Cain, Jealousy crept into their relationship, which can be interpreted as a negative emotion, and it eventually lead to Cain killing his own Brother and also the first killing in the history of mankind. I need not remind you of the destruction the love for power has created in this very world we are living. Numerous empires have fallen because of men’s greed which again takes root in love. Love for lust, women, money, power, even love for hatred towards somebody has destroyed and are destroying this world part by part, crumb by crumb. By saying this, I believe that each human every one of them, is to grow beyond that and be matured enough to know where things can go out of control. Because when people are not matured it is not the inner emotion one shows to the people but the insecure outer shell that defines each one of us. Yes, it is the outer shell that defines us.